17/9/10

It's safe to say I'm moving on.

I finally see it, how we pretty much had nothing to build on anyways. I was just your little escape, and I'm cool with that.

This is part of my mission. I am honestly sick of always watching, never being a part of anything. For once, I'd like to be in the spotlight.

Let's face it, everyone has one more ace in their sleeve whenever I'm around. What about me? where do I end up?

Gonna post notes up here. I need to flesh out Tarot more. So far, his superstition gets the best of him. Although his weapons aren't REALLY Tarot cards, he does carry some with him, for whenever he's lost. Speaking of which, his weapons are metal cards, which he wields like daggers, even throwing them to pin down enemies. Like other members of his tribe, I guess that would mean he has enhanced reflexes. Unique to himself, however, he gets into a meditative state before combat. Like a trance. He's a childhood friend of The Assasin, but that doesn't mean he's not out to hunt the blade for hire.

What am I missing? a human side to him.

It's just how I roll

16/9/10

Sometimes I think my mom just doesn't get my more-than-direct message.

I. Dont. Want. To. Go. Overseas.

It's my final year of high school, I wanna spend the holidays with my friends. I don't wanna spend the holidays missing all the parties, cus I'm stuck in some god-awful temple watching you stress out because no one else wanted to go either.

Stop forcing the idea. It's only making it more annoying. All that talk about letting me go to penang with friends, you're now indirectly telling me it's not happening.

The worst part is, I think I've actually come forward and mentioned that I'm NOT AT ALL interested in some 'cultural adventure'. Even if I wanted to go overseas, it wouldn't be to that god-awful hell-hole Siem Reap. Somewhere modern, I wouldn't mind. But I don't want to walk my ass off in the scorching sun. Never. Hell, if I wanted the heat, I'd stay here. Much cheaper.

It's just how I roll

14/9/10

I have to watch my back. I'm climbing down a hole, there is no clear path for where I'm going. The sun seems to set even faster seeing as my only source of light is the hole above me. Below, I see nothing.

Don't mind that. I shouldn't get my hopes up too high, says Manisha. Probably true. Need to be in a stable condition for the next 3 months. Also, need to start bucking up.

I'm dying from a lack of release. Any kind of release, really. Tension, stress, all of it.

It's just how I roll

13/9/10

New mission: Im going to make you love me.

I don't know, it just felt so right today. I'm probably an idiot, but yes. I think I really, really like you.

Dont make me start reciting genie lyrics

It's just how I roll

Challenge accepted

see them shining lights and neon signs
i know you think i'm fine
don't start just feedin' me lines
boy, don't waste your time
if you wanna come and play these games with me
i know you'll never be the same once you've had a taste -
you'll see - you'll only wanna be with me
boy, you won't believe

Hann's rap. My turn to come up with something in response.

Girl, dont think I dont see you over there,

Tryna grab my eye; with your cocktail dress and that fresh-styled hair,

Always sayin imma recite, but I rewrite the rules,

Imma play my game like the kids over at schools

Other girls wanna pay the double-stack; you wont give this love a whack

But I think once I made you see-

it's my love that you're gonna wanna retrieve

And I really think, that you wont believe,

when I bring it right back

It's just how I roll

12/9/10

Listening to It's You in excess is a sign that Hann's not back yet. Something about a sad song you can dance to is just... convenient.

Random fact, while I am not completely heartless, there are some things I just won't do, even if it's polite, simply because it makes no sense to do so.

For example, replying a tag on fb if I chat with that person. I can just say my response to them, right? no need for broadcasting my thoughts. Or, as I was recently told, inviting people even though you know they can't make it. I mean, courtesy is one thing, but it's just redundant. After all, it's like seeing a dead person, WITH the flatline in front of you, and saying "Hey, you okay?" right after the doctor calls in Time of Death.

Haha, dont worry, I'm not mad at anyone or anything. Just a little thought in my head.

It's just how I roll

11/9/10 Part 2

Yeah, I'm awesome.

Open house was epic, played games and hung out with everyone. They generally liked the brownies, so I'm happy :)

Also, Chang was looking up SNSD on my laptop. IT'S OFFICIAL, he's fancrushing on Yoona. xP

Hmm, I'd have to say today was definitely a success

It's just how I roll