23/1/11

Things of importance happening today:

Spent a lot of today talking to Yan. Great to hear she's having a great time :)

I also learnt that often, when you miss someone, even hearing from them makes you forget all about it, even for a moment.

Aside from the fact my throat hurts and my nose is blocked, I managed to press through some more designs for CFR. I actually feel great he's telling me to re-do them, rather than failing me. just means more effort, mirul. Keep going.

Realised something about some friends. They are awesome. I mean, Kris is so far the only person I know capable of talking watchmen and Marvel with me. As in, properly. Kenzo (although not as enthusiastically) spazzes about Kpop. He doesn't talk fashion with me though. Yet.

And now, for the icing on the cake. I was right.

I know, I'm mean. This is cruel, but I was right. I'm fucking brilliant :D

Now, to hope I'm right about ashley....

Speaking of which, Vday is coming up, and I have no plan. Hurm.

It's just how I roll

18/1/11

To describe today. Hurm.

Well, it started with meeting Hann to go to hartamas and collect some paperwork. It was nice seeing the juniors, and it felt good telling the teachers I'm doing something I love.

Although at first I was bummed cus I didn't see Ashley, I marched onwards.

After that, breakfast at HSC with Hann too.

Originally, I was pretty down. Didn't see ashley, only talked to regine for a minute and off to the bank to do business. Then, she smses me :)

just hearing from her again was great.

After that, 2v2s with Chang in starcraft again. We made a TZ combo, calling it Doomikazops

Basically, it combines my doom worm with his Kamikazops where he masses ghosts into an area to nuke it to hell and I use their line of sight to plant Nydus Worms in the base, effectively getting rid of many structures. Did I mention Roach/Hydralisk is awesome?

Then I logged back on to see 2 awesome things: SNSD's new mv, Visual Dreams, and Melor online. Honestly, I almost forgot how lonely it is without her.

Emo thoughts aside, that was my day.

It's just how I roll

14/1/11

Lang & Comms starting soon. should get ready.

Yesterday was an awesome day. Although figure studies was hell, I just went crazy with Kenzo and Kris making stupid jokes about everything that came our way.

I noticed something last night: my life is all set up. Although college isn't as pressuring as hartamas is to have someone, my life conditions are such that it could sustain a relationship, with some added tweaking. I've got somewhere to escape to, a free day and weekend (although that may be subject to change) and I still have time for my hartamas friends.

all that's missing is the girl xP

Anyone reading this, auditions are open. applications can be sent in to 012-3429762

kidding. And that's not a real number.

Frankly, I have someone in mind already. The thing is, I've been having mass paranoia and I'm not sure how much of it is true and how much is just in my head.

Being a psychopath has it's downs

It's just how I roll

12/1/10

To correct my last post, it was drawing class today, not figure studies. Figure studies is tomorrow (wish me luck!)

Finally at the 75% mark for my assignment. Just those fucking bottom tabs.

Tricha got accepted into our class, so YAY!

Here's some self reflection:

I am a cruel person. I have been known to say spiteful things, and just sit in a corner and brood about how I hate the world. But somehow, that spite is what makes me a productive person. I don't nearly make as many memorable quotes when I'm trying to be optimistic, and I guess my spite towards others is just self-defence. A very VIGILANT self-defence, but still.

So if I'm particularly mean about you...

It's just how I roll

11/1/11

ah, a double-faced day.

On one hand, Melor leaves for College today :(

While I hope she has fun and such, I'm gonna miss spazzing with her and being her stray cat.

2 years is a long time in friendship terms. I hope she gets back so we can all hang out again :D

Btw, Fart is a stupid subject xP

I have always sucked at drawing straight lines, and now I have a class dedicated to it.

Oh well, assignments soon. Stupid thing. Taking principal's challenge too.

I WILL get better.

On the positive note, met up with maxim for lunch/ goofing off in the afternoon. He's getting along with Regine pretty well. and even though it was to be told off, it was great hearing from ashley again.

Figure studies tomorrow. Wish me luck?

It's just how I roll

10/1/11

I coulda sworn I had another post about college already. Oh well. After almost a week of college, things are starting to fall into place. Trying to help Tricha with her problem, because having a girl in the group= win.

Lets see if I can describe the lovely people I met:

Amalya (or however I'm supposed to spell it. Go fish) :

So far, she's like my older sis on campus. She also happens to be older than my older sis at home. Pretty fun to talk to, the fact she can talk to me about bioshock exalts awesomeness.

Kenzo:

The group ninja. Kidding. He seems to like all things awesome like Assasin's Creed, gaming in general, drums and techno. So yeah. He's also -wait for it- a SONE. THAT'S RIGHT, I AM NOT ALONE!

Kris:

So far, the one auditioning for my college bro. Loves all things Tron, Halo and girls. Pretty laid back, so he's fun to chill with on a lazy day.

Tricha:

I don't know, she's just really REALLY cute at times. She's pretty interesting to talk to, although her vampire obsession rivals my Kpop. Mac purist and looks good in shorts. (hope she doesn't read this xP) also, shopping buddy.

I cant describe SueAnn or Hana much because I frankly don't know them very well xP but yeah. That's the gang so far.

I'm very, very much annoyed. I get it that you can't make it, but this makes the god-knows-how-many-eth time you've chosen to cancel on me. Seriously, it's annoying looking forward to something every day and then not being able to have it happen. But I guess I should just be used to it already.

It's just how I roll

3/1/11

for a day I spent 99% of in front of the com, I was pretty productive today. Started blueprints on the Rosie costume, albeit very simple. Also tried thinking of a ventilation system for said suit (no need to further exalt my stupidity after wearing a styrofoam box on my head).

So much for going shopping with hann tomorrow, seeing as she failed to reply any of my messages, I probably cant get a ride out of the house anymore. blek. And Maxim is otherwise occupied. So my college starts in 33 hours, and I have no de-stress sessions with friends to calm my nerves.

I'm sure she has a good reason though. I mean, the stress of college hunting and stuff. speaking of which,

FREAKING. OUT. BIG TIME.

Seriously. I know change is inevitable, but it's still scary. Charz did nothing to inspire me, but I guess that's why she's awesome. Awfully blunt. I'm just, scared. Everyone's closed their eyes and jumped into the future. Yan's off chasing her dreams, Chang's becoming the person he wants to be. Melor's off to show the world what she's got soon.

I guess I'm afraid to be "that's amirul. He's trapped in one frame of time".

I guess Chang's coming back soon, and Melor promised we'd keep in touch. If not, I can always re-read that note she put in my sketchpad (cus it's so sweet :) )

And when Yan comes back in august, I will wear the Rosie suit to the airport.

Manisha had to harpoon me out of the clouds just now. Need to get my grip on reality. Nothing's set in stone just yet.

It's just how I roll