Tuesday, December 29, 2009

2009: Memorandum

So, the year is coming to an end, again.
Which gives me some time to reflect on all the things that have happened in this big year.
For the record, the theme for '09 is: The Unexpected.
Moral of the Year: Nothing is certain in life but Death and Taxes.

We started form 4 this year, which reset everything from previous years. Streaming generally compacted us into several classes.
Typical start to the year, I was completely new to the class, no friends from yesteryears to hang with and the like. At most, some acquaintances.

Started scheming. elaborately.
Of all people that I knew to be brought into my class, I had Affan. Seriously. What. The. Fuck.
It was like (pardon geek references) arch enemies end a season of fighting by both disappearing in a big portal. New season, portal opens in desolate world, first thing they do is get at each other's throats.

Surprisingly, I don't mind his abuse this year. Introduced me to the larger social structure . Took out the naive belief that they were all tightly woven.

Either ways, he left in a week, and I took to hanging around Chang's group. As the days went on, we all had our moments, and we eventually roped Manisha & Melor into what I would love to call a new family. across the year, I started befriending juniors, seniors, even some people from out of this school.

Also, the year brought something special: Victory. Finally claiming first place, after taking down big-giants KRS. I will forever remember climbing up to the pedestal, with Shiva and Dush and getting sprayed like I was in an f1 race. btw:
HELL YEAH I'M BEING A DICK, SO WHY DON'T YOU JUST SUCK IT KRS
Got a closer look into the social structure thanks to Farah, whom I can genuinely say I formed a form of friendship with.
I also learned to write this year, releasing emotions in verses of crap. In that context, I also took up literature.

This year, I also did alot of unexpected things (as per the theme). Among them being holding a beating heart in my hand, cursing loud enough for a teacher to hear (and getting in trouble for it, too) and going where no man has gone before: Shopping (but more on that later)

That being said, time drew on, with more and more priceless moments. Stock checking, finals, and here. Of course, we all took a major loss this year when we lost a dear friend (or in my case, an acquaintance. I am still sorry we couldn't have at least been close enough to be friends) . It's one of those things that doesn't fade away, but you get used to.

Now, you would have noticed that She isn't mentioned anywhere. So, here is her devoted section:
The year has had it's ups and downs. Of course, you who have been in love stayed in love, and I'm happy that you're happy. We've become better friends than ever this year, to the point where you would trust me enough to pick out your outfits. You've also finally seen the apartment, and met the family.

You were there to celebrate victory with me, you were there for alot of grand moments, usually being the cause for them. I should repay the favour.
All my emotions for you are probably documented in the former posts, but just remember this: I love you :)

all in all, I resolve to maybe be accepted into society more naturally. even if that doesn't happen, screw it.

2009, you were an awesome year. 2010 marks the last year of high school, before stepping out into the adult world.

"If this is the final battle, let's make it one to remember"- GregF. (can't believe I actually talked to the guy)
Team up and join the Battle for Power

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