How the hell is this happening?
Honestly, i don't know.
Worst part is, i can't put it in freaking words
Its just this built up emotion, don't know what it is. I don't know why, but she's just so in to him.
And i want in on it too.
This sounds horrible, i know, but bare with me.
Its almost been a year since i last had anyone to just call and say nothing to.
Or hold close when i feel lonely.
And in honesty, it sucks
i don't know if i really like her or i'm just desperate, but there is feeling.
Hell, i wish i could turn back time.
Fighting the battle for power
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Hmmm.....
Now, how do i explain this?
This feeling, this very strange feeling
Like there is something funny going through my blood
a tingling sensation
this occasional feeling where my heart literally feels filled
And it gets slightly harder to feel
it can't be
yes, it can,
no, it can't
why the fuck not?
anyone but her, i guess,
why not? everyone thinks so anyways,
because i never go back.
first time for anything, jackass
Fighting the battle for power
This feeling, this very strange feeling
Like there is something funny going through my blood
a tingling sensation
this occasional feeling where my heart literally feels filled
And it gets slightly harder to feel
it can't be
yes, it can,
no, it can't
why the fuck not?
anyone but her, i guess,
why not? everyone thinks so anyways,
because i never go back.
first time for anything, jackass
Fighting the battle for power
Monday, October 6, 2008
Balancing act.
What can i say?
When you got it, you got it,
When you don't, you're me.
If you're wondering about the above message, it is what i would call bitter irony. A community is much like a crossover movie. Everyone, repeat everyone, who enters the crossover has their own story, and it just happens to overlap another person's individual chronicle.
However, the wise-ass behind this idea also created the side character. He who lacks any real story, and is simply there to make the hero more heroic or the girl more beautiful.
When there is an ensemble cast, however, the circumstances are different. In the circumstances of an ensemble, Every one retains their story. However, two cannot share the lime light at the same time. Thusly, a balanced is formed. When one has a depressing situation, the others are happy and vice versa.
This balance has struck my class, with my beloved co-star and i being on opposite sides of the scale. No matter how much, this balance is irremovable. I know it's immature of me, but it can't be helped.
Fighting the battle for power
When you got it, you got it,
When you don't, you're me.
If you're wondering about the above message, it is what i would call bitter irony. A community is much like a crossover movie. Everyone, repeat everyone, who enters the crossover has their own story, and it just happens to overlap another person's individual chronicle.
However, the wise-ass behind this idea also created the side character. He who lacks any real story, and is simply there to make the hero more heroic or the girl more beautiful.
When there is an ensemble cast, however, the circumstances are different. In the circumstances of an ensemble, Every one retains their story. However, two cannot share the lime light at the same time. Thusly, a balanced is formed. When one has a depressing situation, the others are happy and vice versa.
This balance has struck my class, with my beloved co-star and i being on opposite sides of the scale. No matter how much, this balance is irremovable. I know it's immature of me, but it can't be helped.
Fighting the battle for power
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