Torn

How the hell is this happening?

Honestly, i don't know.

Worst part is, i can't put it in freaking words

Its just this built up emotion, don't know what it is. I don't know why, but she's just so in to him.

And i want in on it too.

This sounds horrible, i know, but bare with me.

Its almost been a year since i last had anyone to just call and say nothing to.

Or hold close when i feel lonely.

And in honesty, it sucks

i don't know if i really like her or i'm just desperate, but there is feeling.

Hell, i wish i could turn back time.
Fighting the battle for power