31/8/11

I'm 18 :)

I'll admit, i was prepared for today to suck. so many people cancelled on me it was ready to spell disaster. So this group of psychos come over and fix that by making music videos, going to the maid cafe and generally denying the sane.

So youtube won't show the video in Malaysia, and Blogger says it's too big. *sighs*

Oh well.

It's just how I roll

27/8/11

So, these past 2 days have been like living out a weird reality show xP

Friday was stressful to start, with college and everything. But going buka puasa with the guys was too many varieties of epic. Nice catching up again, especially with Adib and Maxim, who I rarely see anymore.

Of course, Dush and Maxim stayed over for some epic fun in ultimate alliance and portal xP

Today, we all went out to OU to drag on this weird reality show with 3 challenges:

CS Zombies,

Doom 3 DM

Batting Cages IRL

lol. In all honesty, the third was the hardest xP

Okay, I seriously am gonna need sleep soon. I better head off xP

It's just how I roll

23/8.11

It should be noted that right now, I am very happy.

So I apologized to Alex, on the grounds of being an inconvenient D-bag and we're more or less on talking terms again. I hope so, at least. :)

I don't expect things to suddenly roll back to the 28th of May and life restart from there again as if it never happened. But I'm glad this wasn't quite the end.

Also, since driving was cancelled AGAIN today, I finished my sketch for OTP. All that leaves is gestures. :D

Hopefully, this is that pivot where my life turns around and things go back into place.

It's just how I roll

18/8/11

You know, I almost forgot my no batman rule. Funny enough, haven't needed reminding. It's just been that much more chill out of college. No vendettas, no thoughts of mutiny. Just gaming and occasionally talking to girls. And failing xP

speaking of which, it's not so much i'm not surrounded by hot girls. the question is getting them to look at me in the right way xP

either ways, life's pretty good right now. Oh yes.

It's just how I roll

15/8/11 sketches

so I've been bored, and been doing more sketches. Sorry they're horizontal, I'm a lazy fuck to import these to iPhoto and have them rotated. In case they're atrocious, they are DOTM Megatron and Soundwave/Laserbeak respectively. Megs took a solid 7 hours while Soundwave took about 4-5 hours :D

It's just how I roll

9/8/11

Hmm, clarity is weird. It leaves no room for a lot of emotion, but since I'm still not fully coming to terms with reality, I don't get the glee that comes with it. fucking door to door clarity salesmen.

Farah says I need to chill. While I agree with her wholeheartedly, her suggestion of how isn't up my street. what can I say, my standards apply for everyone.

That brings me to something Hann is implying.

Yes. I have expectations for everyone. And I can be VERY judgemental. So I'm not so cool with the idea that some people are just gonna stay where they are.

Honestly, I have no rebuttal. I don't think my actions need to be defended because it's really been one of those things that's been with me forever. And call it what you want, but the way I see it; it's just a little naivety that people can do better things than they are now.

For example, certain people of which I shall not mention her name. She does a lot of things I'm not happy with. And I may have been disappointed in her at a time, but I'd say I'm pretty pleased with where she is now. and not in the snarky revenge way. :)

Of course, my approval means jack shit. As you were, life.

It's just how I roll

just a random thought

this is my work ethic.

And now, back to your regularly scheduled programming

It's just how I roll

4/8/11

Fasting has an odd effect on me.

I can't seem to honestly be mad. Annoyed, yes. Sad, definitely. But the spark isn't there.

Suju's new song is catchy. like really.

You know, I don't get why people always assume things in black and white. If I like K-pop, then sucks to be you. Doesn't put me in the league of HYPEROBSESSED people, it just means I have a thing for girls in hot pants telling me they love me (and honestly, who doesn't?).

Another thing I don't get, is this belief that big words makes you sound smarter. So your sentences drag a little longer. that tends to just make you a bore, rather than smart most of the time.

"Your brain fails to transmit information at a high enough speed because your neurons cannot transmit information across the Purkinje fibres at a large enough distance over a small enough time to..."

as opposed to

"you're an idiot".

Am I an egomaniac? Yes. Am I going crazy? Perhaps. That remains to be seen. Even if it is, I think it will be an act of mercy.

Let's face it, too many people are trying to be batman. I know this is a stretch coming from ME of all people, but sometimes it's good to stop taking life so seriously. Not everything should be about vendettas and betrayal and shit. It's good to just blow off some steam. I think college has taught me that more than anything.

Hey ash, I miss you. You too, Lex. especially if you're still reading my blog.

It's just how I roll