27th Jan

I've always wondered, how does it feel to actually be missed? to be wanted?
Just a passing thought, I am not lapsing into emoness.

Losing the battle for power

26th Jan

I don't get the irony of life.
You are dangled in front of me constantly.

Dammit. Btw, I am loving the chaos.
This is Wan Amirul, emo-sober for 2 days

Even if i'm not in charge, you dudes have my full support.

MOVE LIKE YOU'VE GOT A PURPOS
Losing the battle for power

22nd Jan

The cruel irony.
My voice echoes through the hollow wood
my feet tread the cold dirt as the world turns beneath me
the rain falls, and your warmth is not here.

I freaking hate the loneliness.



Losing the battle for power

21st Jan

...wait. What?
no poetic rant?
what's wrong with me?

EDIT: Nevermind, got my groove back.

Have you ever looked at a portrait, and just went 'wow, that's perfect'

And while you were taking a step back to admire it, fell off the platform?

that crushing revelation, the cruel truth.

Maybe the world is better off without me.

Losing the battle for power

20th January

"So how did you catch that jewel thief in the end?"
"Simple. we burned down the whole forest"
-Bruce and Alfred, The Dark Knight

Oh yeah, it's gonna bite me in the ass, I can tell.
Losing the battle for power

19th Jan

It seems so horrible, to be missing a piece.
It seems even worse, walking around, seeing nothing but god-damned-reminders everywhere you go.
In all seriousness, I need a hug.

In other news, since it's easier to find yourself when you set goals, here are mine:
1) I will inspire at least one person
2) I will fall in love
3) I will successfully get through my god-damned-exams
4) I will learn to fucking drive
5) At least one person will say 'it's not the same without Amirul' and mean it
6) I will make a difference
7) I Will Accomplish all goals by the end of the year
Losing the battle for power

18th Jan

hate it. Hate it. Hate it.
I hate that even my home isn't sanctuary
I hate the rippling loneliness, growing bigger with time.

I'm not good enough to be a person.
My presence is never celebrated,
Hell, I'm not even worth remembering.

I never am.
I never will be.

"I'm the invisible man, who can't stop staring at the mirror"
Losing the battle for power