Almost forgot the prologues

Sometimes, even the greatest ship sinks.
Sometimes, even the most immoral feel remorse.
and sometimes, us ordinary people crash and burn.

was that Grey's Anatomy enough? i really have nothin better to do.

Lately, i've been alone alot. And i mean ALOT. So, its very possible indeed that i talk to myself in a porportionate way as to my alone time.

Do i really lack backbone?

Okay- flashback to 12.10 on 15/8/08.

"Am, you have no backbone"- Hannah.

i mean, OUCH. but maybe it's true.

I am a pathetic romantist with little social life. My 'Friends,' if you wish to refer to them as such, consist of an ex-state champ, three amateur writers and Hannah. Sure, if yuou go into detail, theres also Shiva, Alex, Alex, Zara, Sarah, Sara, Wen Yi, etc....
But out of all of them, how many TRUELY know me?
[Calculating.... please wait...]





....At most, Hannah and Jian Yi. Speaking of the latter, i am dying to see her again.

At most, i can be said to put on a new face for all of em. There's 'Dare to be Stupid' for Dushanth and co., 'Obedient soldier' for Martin, 'Resentful' for Hsing Shan, and the list goes on.

But who sees ME?
The whole person?
ill tell you once i know.