My life is a mess.
Honestly.
She broke up with him, i know what you're thinking, "score!"
Well it didn't work. At all. And now the cat's out of the bag.
The fact she's accepting enough to keep me even though she knows about The Plan isnt helping. Only makes me love her more.
And i know if i love her enough, i should fight for her. But she got back together with him, and they're as happy as ever.
So what has become of our poor hero, you ask? Simple, he sits alone, dying inside.
Fighting the battle for power
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Friday, November 14, 2008
Screw this year.
Well, you've lasted a year
Shut up.
What?
Why do you taunt me?
Taunt you? I don't taunt you, you do this to yourself.
True. All the listening, naturally, it isn't the way to go. But it would fit perfectly with The Plan.
What's on your mind?
I dunno, it just sucks. I mean, I want to do it. I want to show her, I'm grown up, ready to take charge again. Problem is, i missed my train. She's gone.
But she's happy.
I know! thats what sucks. She's happy. I'm torn. I don't want to be selfish and tear her from being happy just for me to find out I don't really love her, but at the same time I do want her very very much.
You know, she might just be reading this, right?
Yeah, but screw it. I don't think it could possibly get much worse.
Okay, I lie. There is one worse thing
He could be the one to last
Dude, you're fucking messed up. Choose what you want to do. Take a side, shun the other side. STB won't work if you're still doing this.
I feel numb
Fighting the battle for power
Shut up.
What?
Why do you taunt me?
Taunt you? I don't taunt you, you do this to yourself.
True. All the listening, naturally, it isn't the way to go. But it would fit perfectly with The Plan.
What's on your mind?
I dunno, it just sucks. I mean, I want to do it. I want to show her, I'm grown up, ready to take charge again. Problem is, i missed my train. She's gone.
But she's happy.
I know! thats what sucks. She's happy. I'm torn. I don't want to be selfish and tear her from being happy just for me to find out I don't really love her, but at the same time I do want her very very much.
You know, she might just be reading this, right?
Yeah, but screw it. I don't think it could possibly get much worse.
Okay, I lie. There is one worse thing
He could be the one to last
Dude, you're fucking messed up. Choose what you want to do. Take a side, shun the other side. STB won't work if you're still doing this.
I feel numb
Fighting the battle for power
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Torn
How the hell is this happening?
Honestly, i don't know.
Worst part is, i can't put it in freaking words
Its just this built up emotion, don't know what it is. I don't know why, but she's just so in to him.
And i want in on it too.
This sounds horrible, i know, but bare with me.
Its almost been a year since i last had anyone to just call and say nothing to.
Or hold close when i feel lonely.
And in honesty, it sucks
i don't know if i really like her or i'm just desperate, but there is feeling.
Hell, i wish i could turn back time.
Fighting the battle for power
Honestly, i don't know.
Worst part is, i can't put it in freaking words
Its just this built up emotion, don't know what it is. I don't know why, but she's just so in to him.
And i want in on it too.
This sounds horrible, i know, but bare with me.
Its almost been a year since i last had anyone to just call and say nothing to.
Or hold close when i feel lonely.
And in honesty, it sucks
i don't know if i really like her or i'm just desperate, but there is feeling.
Hell, i wish i could turn back time.
Fighting the battle for power
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Hmmm.....
Now, how do i explain this?
This feeling, this very strange feeling
Like there is something funny going through my blood
a tingling sensation
this occasional feeling where my heart literally feels filled
And it gets slightly harder to feel
it can't be
yes, it can,
no, it can't
why the fuck not?
anyone but her, i guess,
why not? everyone thinks so anyways,
because i never go back.
first time for anything, jackass
Fighting the battle for power
This feeling, this very strange feeling
Like there is something funny going through my blood
a tingling sensation
this occasional feeling where my heart literally feels filled
And it gets slightly harder to feel
it can't be
yes, it can,
no, it can't
why the fuck not?
anyone but her, i guess,
why not? everyone thinks so anyways,
because i never go back.
first time for anything, jackass
Fighting the battle for power
Monday, October 6, 2008
Balancing act.
What can i say?
When you got it, you got it,
When you don't, you're me.
If you're wondering about the above message, it is what i would call bitter irony. A community is much like a crossover movie. Everyone, repeat everyone, who enters the crossover has their own story, and it just happens to overlap another person's individual chronicle.
However, the wise-ass behind this idea also created the side character. He who lacks any real story, and is simply there to make the hero more heroic or the girl more beautiful.
When there is an ensemble cast, however, the circumstances are different. In the circumstances of an ensemble, Every one retains their story. However, two cannot share the lime light at the same time. Thusly, a balanced is formed. When one has a depressing situation, the others are happy and vice versa.
This balance has struck my class, with my beloved co-star and i being on opposite sides of the scale. No matter how much, this balance is irremovable. I know it's immature of me, but it can't be helped.
Fighting the battle for power
When you got it, you got it,
When you don't, you're me.
If you're wondering about the above message, it is what i would call bitter irony. A community is much like a crossover movie. Everyone, repeat everyone, who enters the crossover has their own story, and it just happens to overlap another person's individual chronicle.
However, the wise-ass behind this idea also created the side character. He who lacks any real story, and is simply there to make the hero more heroic or the girl more beautiful.
When there is an ensemble cast, however, the circumstances are different. In the circumstances of an ensemble, Every one retains their story. However, two cannot share the lime light at the same time. Thusly, a balanced is formed. When one has a depressing situation, the others are happy and vice versa.
This balance has struck my class, with my beloved co-star and i being on opposite sides of the scale. No matter how much, this balance is irremovable. I know it's immature of me, but it can't be helped.
Fighting the battle for power
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Top Assasination Weapons
That's right folks, with all the doom and gloom this week, i thought its time to channel it into some beneficial reviews.
Presenting, Top Miscellaneous and Random Weapons
#10: Makuta Nynrah Ghost Blaster
Yup, that's right folks, in number ten we have the Makuta variant of the summer's hottest lego weapon, The Ghost Blaster. Rated for it's ability to place anything mechanical under your control, it's the perfect way to cover up your footprints when you kill someone.
#9: Halo Spiker
And in number 9, we have HoboWrath's Dirty Diaper/ IPod Nano combo, the Brute Spiker. Although fast and double-wield compatable, this Brute weapon is still remarkably weak, making it useful in the Sadism contest, but not if you want to avoid capture. Seriously. *Cops chime in* HOLY SHIT *fires Spiker* DAMMIT!!! D:
#8: Midak Skyblaster
Another new BIONICLE weapon from Lego, its the new 'in' thing seeing as all characters seem to use it. This oversized cannon is perfect in today's society, seeing as how the weapon draws light into a sphere and fires it at high speed, burning away any darkness inside you, but making it BURN instead of turning you nice. Hey buddy, you had your chance to be turned nice, now you pay. However, this massive collectible somehow snugly fits on to Taka's wrist. O.0
#7: Energy Harpoon from BIONICLE: Heroes
Now, what's to say about this weapon? it's sadistic, violent, and makes making baths a hell of a lot more fun. After upgrading your hook two levels, this weapon really insults those who get their asses kicked due to the fact its wielder is female. The Harpoon varies from its other Heroes counterparts in the sense that it actually locks on to targets before firing a continuous stream of energy, thus kicking the ass.
However, if you are ever in need of MORE power, (For those stains that just don't break into a million pieces,) you want to get into any water source. Like Hahli, the Energy Harpoon draws more power when in water.
#6:Laser Crossbow from BIONICLE: Heroes
Another Lego weapon takes centre stage at #6, this time being the Air Crossbow. Much like a shotgun from HALO, this weapon is built for close combat CARNAGE. Violent, it fires bursts of energy that weaken with distance. However, you'll want something a little quieter for evading notice, as this is kinda loud. Not suggested unless you leap like Kongu. *Jumps from platform to get to glowy spot*
*lands on glowy #5: Blackout's EMP from TRANSFORMERS: The Game*
Now, ThIS is a weapon to screw up your enemies. In terms of assasination, this is kinda good cus aside from killing the enemy, you also clear the next fifty-metre radius along with it. Although slow in the recharge, Blackout uses this weapon to open a can of Whoop-Ass for Autobot and military unit alike.
#4: Needler from Halo 3
Okay, for this weapon, i'll need to quote Hobo Wrath. "The Needler has been upgraded from total suck to HOLY SHIT THAT GUY HAS A NEEDLER". A fast weapon, the Needler is dual-weild compatible, and probably shit accurate. However, it leaves a hell of a mess. Mafia use only.
#3: Cordak Blaster
Yet another Lego weapon, the Cordak was last year's "it thing". All characters carried a variant of it, from shoulder mounted to double-wielding. The Cordak is of gattling gun variety, firing a stream of mini rockets that reduce mountains and ice cream alike into slag. Taking in only six bullets per clip, The Cordak isn't so much assassination, but muscle assault. Most Users tend to carry an extra rocket strapped on to the side, and if you're dead accurate, it's all you need.
However, they don't really bring intimidation, as they are bright red and make a squishy sound when launched. Don't let that fool you, as seven of them brought an entire island crashing down.
The final two, i admit are actually the final four, as both Lego and Halo have equally good weapond for the distinguished anihilator.
#2: Sniper Rifle/Laser Vibra-Axe from 'Heroes'
In the Halo corner, we have Church's favourite and signature weapon. With a 10x Zoom, the Sniper Rifle is what assassination is all about. Why use laser crossbows or electro magnets when you can just kill a guy right? for the old time lovers, what could be awesomer than a normal-no-flashy-weapon?
A flashy un-normal weapon of course. Unlike the sniper rifle, Laser Axe is Hewkii's ultimate weapon. Slow with the reload, you don't need aim for this son-of-a-bitch. Another weapon better suited for killing witnesses as well s victims, the Joker would be proud to have this upgraded weapon in his arsenal. Designed to tear things apart so Hewkii can build things, who says you HAVE to when you can just frag them?
#1: Spartan Laser/ Disk Launcher
Okay Halo fans, we have right here, God's Anti-son-of-a-bitch machine itself, and we're about to try it out. *Fires at Hewkii and melts him* Anti-Vehicle and Spartan alike, the laser allows the player many powerful attacks, and one liners such as "Imma chargin' ma lazer!" or "Shoot da whoop!" seriously. Itt'll melt your face. Try it, Firdaus!
Now, the Disk Launcher is your swiss-army knife. The Disk Launcher obviously uses disks for ammunition, with a variety of powers such as:
Poison Removal
Reconstitution at random
Weakness
Freezing
teleportation
Seriously. Unlike other lego weapons built for a specific occassion, the Disk Launcher is your all-rounder. With some disks as silent as a sniper, others as brutal as a brute, the disk launcher is your cover-all for any situation. However, it is strongly suggested you carry the Spartan Laser if ur gonna kill something, as there's a big table of terminology to remember before you kill someone with a disk launcher.
And that wraps up my top weapons. Although not assassination-worthy, i clearly have to admit that most of these weapons will kill the enemy undoubtedly, with only a 0.00000000000000000000000000400000000000000000000002% chance of survival. Although i put them at number one, id rather watch the midak burn people up.........
Fighting the battle for power
Presenting, Top Miscellaneous and Random Weapons
#10: Makuta Nynrah Ghost Blaster
Yup, that's right folks, in number ten we have the Makuta variant of the summer's hottest lego weapon, The Ghost Blaster. Rated for it's ability to place anything mechanical under your control, it's the perfect way to cover up your footprints when you kill someone.
#9: Halo Spiker
And in number 9, we have HoboWrath's Dirty Diaper/ IPod Nano combo, the Brute Spiker. Although fast and double-wield compatable, this Brute weapon is still remarkably weak, making it useful in the Sadism contest, but not if you want to avoid capture. Seriously. *Cops chime in* HOLY SHIT *fires Spiker* DAMMIT!!! D:
#8: Midak Skyblaster
Another new BIONICLE weapon from Lego, its the new 'in' thing seeing as all characters seem to use it. This oversized cannon is perfect in today's society, seeing as how the weapon draws light into a sphere and fires it at high speed, burning away any darkness inside you, but making it BURN instead of turning you nice. Hey buddy, you had your chance to be turned nice, now you pay. However, this massive collectible somehow snugly fits on to Taka's wrist. O.0
#7: Energy Harpoon from BIONICLE: Heroes
Now, what's to say about this weapon? it's sadistic, violent, and makes making baths a hell of a lot more fun. After upgrading your hook two levels, this weapon really insults those who get their asses kicked due to the fact its wielder is female. The Harpoon varies from its other Heroes counterparts in the sense that it actually locks on to targets before firing a continuous stream of energy, thus kicking the ass.
However, if you are ever in need of MORE power, (For those stains that just don't break into a million pieces,) you want to get into any water source. Like Hahli, the Energy Harpoon draws more power when in water.
#6:Laser Crossbow from BIONICLE: Heroes
Another Lego weapon takes centre stage at #6, this time being the Air Crossbow. Much like a shotgun from HALO, this weapon is built for close combat CARNAGE. Violent, it fires bursts of energy that weaken with distance. However, you'll want something a little quieter for evading notice, as this is kinda loud. Not suggested unless you leap like Kongu. *Jumps from platform to get to glowy spot*
*lands on glowy #5: Blackout's EMP from TRANSFORMERS: The Game*
Now, ThIS is a weapon to screw up your enemies. In terms of assasination, this is kinda good cus aside from killing the enemy, you also clear the next fifty-metre radius along with it. Although slow in the recharge, Blackout uses this weapon to open a can of Whoop-Ass for Autobot and military unit alike.
#4: Needler from Halo 3
Okay, for this weapon, i'll need to quote Hobo Wrath. "The Needler has been upgraded from total suck to HOLY SHIT THAT GUY HAS A NEEDLER". A fast weapon, the Needler is dual-weild compatible, and probably shit accurate. However, it leaves a hell of a mess. Mafia use only.
#3: Cordak Blaster
Yet another Lego weapon, the Cordak was last year's "it thing". All characters carried a variant of it, from shoulder mounted to double-wielding. The Cordak is of gattling gun variety, firing a stream of mini rockets that reduce mountains and ice cream alike into slag. Taking in only six bullets per clip, The Cordak isn't so much assassination, but muscle assault. Most Users tend to carry an extra rocket strapped on to the side, and if you're dead accurate, it's all you need.
However, they don't really bring intimidation, as they are bright red and make a squishy sound when launched. Don't let that fool you, as seven of them brought an entire island crashing down.
The final two, i admit are actually the final four, as both Lego and Halo have equally good weapond for the distinguished anihilator.
#2: Sniper Rifle/Laser Vibra-Axe from 'Heroes'
In the Halo corner, we have Church's favourite and signature weapon. With a 10x Zoom, the Sniper Rifle is what assassination is all about. Why use laser crossbows or electro magnets when you can just kill a guy right? for the old time lovers, what could be awesomer than a normal-no-flashy-weapon?
A flashy un-normal weapon of course. Unlike the sniper rifle, Laser Axe is Hewkii's ultimate weapon. Slow with the reload, you don't need aim for this son-of-a-bitch. Another weapon better suited for killing witnesses as well s victims, the Joker would be proud to have this upgraded weapon in his arsenal. Designed to tear things apart so Hewkii can build things, who says you HAVE to when you can just frag them?
#1: Spartan Laser/ Disk Launcher
Okay Halo fans, we have right here, God's Anti-son-of-a-bitch machine itself, and we're about to try it out. *Fires at Hewkii and melts him* Anti-Vehicle and Spartan alike, the laser allows the player many powerful attacks, and one liners such as "Imma chargin' ma lazer!" or "Shoot da whoop!" seriously. Itt'll melt your face. Try it, Firdaus!
Now, the Disk Launcher is your swiss-army knife. The Disk Launcher obviously uses disks for ammunition, with a variety of powers such as:
Poison Removal
Reconstitution at random
Weakness
Freezing
teleportation
Seriously. Unlike other lego weapons built for a specific occassion, the Disk Launcher is your all-rounder. With some disks as silent as a sniper, others as brutal as a brute, the disk launcher is your cover-all for any situation. However, it is strongly suggested you carry the Spartan Laser if ur gonna kill something, as there's a big table of terminology to remember before you kill someone with a disk launcher.
And that wraps up my top weapons. Although not assassination-worthy, i clearly have to admit that most of these weapons will kill the enemy undoubtedly, with only a 0.00000000000000000000000000400000000000000000000002% chance of survival. Although i put them at number one, id rather watch the midak burn people up.........
Fighting the battle for power
How do i say this?
Honestly, ever had something to say, and not know how?
the oppurtunity is only knocking for now. And i can't freaking say it.
You are my reason to wake up in the mornings
To look forward to the next day
to be a person.
You can pull me from my grave
Allow me to cheat death
to feel happy
I would say i'm just lonely, i would
But what if i'm not?
And i'm sorry for whatever i've done to lose you,
but please take me back
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the oppurtunity is only knocking for now. And i can't freaking say it.
You are my reason to wake up in the mornings
To look forward to the next day
to be a person.
You can pull me from my grave
Allow me to cheat death
to feel happy
I would say i'm just lonely, i would
But what if i'm not?
And i'm sorry for whatever i've done to lose you,
but please take me back
Fighting the battle for power
Monday, September 22, 2008
m2af
Well, we tossed the coin.....
...and the homicidal psycho gets to rant today...
with whatshisface.
So lets get this shit over with.
To Firdaus Affan "gayfag gonna die soon":
Firdaus, in all essence, you and your idiot friends are one of those few people who don't even deserve to be breathing to this day. your acts are only the slightest impression of your inner self and lack of higher brain functions other than to have to be thought through being yelled at. Whatever the fuck you seem to find interesting in my constant death threats, be careful because one day i may just lack the patience to withstand from killing you in ways to make hannibal lecter shed tears.
When you walked in with a broken jaw, broken wrist, unable to speak, i had only a few words to say: Alhamdulillah.
You see, the difference between you and me is that i'm grown up enough to not act childish and make sure that you re-live your accidents. If you find my anger funny,
we'll see how funny it is in the operating room
Fighting the battle for power
...and the homicidal psycho gets to rant today...
with whatshisface.
So lets get this shit over with.
To Firdaus Affan "gayfag gonna die soon":
Firdaus, in all essence, you and your idiot friends are one of those few people who don't even deserve to be breathing to this day. your acts are only the slightest impression of your inner self and lack of higher brain functions other than to have to be thought through being yelled at. Whatever the fuck you seem to find interesting in my constant death threats, be careful because one day i may just lack the patience to withstand from killing you in ways to make hannibal lecter shed tears.
When you walked in with a broken jaw, broken wrist, unable to speak, i had only a few words to say: Alhamdulillah.
You see, the difference between you and me is that i'm grown up enough to not act childish and make sure that you re-live your accidents. If you find my anger funny,
we'll see how funny it is in the operating room
Fighting the battle for power
Monday, September 15, 2008
What am i?
Yes, this question plagues me ever since Ejay asked me.
All around, demons in my head dance around, their little song humming about.
"Who am i?"
"What am i?"
I really need an answer for this.
Fighting the battle for power
All around, demons in my head dance around, their little song humming about.
"Who am i?"
"What am i?"
I really need an answer for this.
Fighting the battle for power
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Recap
Heya, sorry for not blogging in so long, had alot of **it to deal with.
Birthday was awesome, glad to spend it with jian yi.
AGMs sucked. Sure, i got a post in English, but PBSM sucked.
Did i mention how tharapeutic it is to yell at form 1's?
the unlucky group pissed me off and i kicked em out of the library.
Sure, they hate me,
but who doesnt?
Jackasses all around me, all askin for some
whoop-de-fucking-do
Fighting the battle for power
Birthday was awesome, glad to spend it with jian yi.
AGMs sucked. Sure, i got a post in English, but PBSM sucked.
Did i mention how tharapeutic it is to yell at form 1's?
the unlucky group pissed me off and i kicked em out of the library.
Sure, they hate me,
but who doesnt?
Jackasses all around me, all askin for some
whoop-de-fucking-do
Fighting the battle for power
Friday, August 29, 2008
Asking for too much?
28/8/08
*somewhere in the recesses of Am's mind*
Am1: Hey, Am Prime; something's a little weird about you....
AmP: *phases out of wooziness* huh? what?
Am2: Asswipe, something's DEFINITELY different about you.
Am1: yea, man whats up? You were so emo the other day and now you're... well...
AmP: what?
Am2: dude, your feet aren't touching the freaking ground
**********************************************
As you can clearly observe, i had a good day. I had lunch with Sharmayn that day, and was floating on air the rest of the day. As readers would commonly notice, no good thing comes without a price.
Im now stuck between two choices: A and B. how the fuck am i supposed to do this?
BTW: 29/8/08: Only a few days left til the old b'day! blehehehehehehe.
*somewhere in the recesses of Am's mind*
Am1: Hey, Am Prime; something's a little weird about you....
AmP: *phases out of wooziness* huh? what?
Am2: Asswipe, something's DEFINITELY different about you.
Am1: yea, man whats up? You were so emo the other day and now you're... well...
AmP: what?
Am2: dude, your feet aren't touching the freaking ground
**********************************************
As you can clearly observe, i had a good day. I had lunch with Sharmayn that day, and was floating on air the rest of the day. As readers would commonly notice, no good thing comes without a price.
Im now stuck between two choices: A and B. how the fuck am i supposed to do this?
BTW: 29/8/08: Only a few days left til the old b'day! blehehehehehehe.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
A want to be fricking noticed
"No good comes without a price"
hell, this should be more frequently mentioned.
She talked to me today, brightening my day alongside my fairly good marks. All the waiting paid off. However, i was AGAIN stuck waiting.
Factorised into my college resum'e plan are several factors.
> A post in the Librarians B.o.D
> PRS
> A post in the Ed Board
> A post in PBSM
> A spot in Interact
Today was the interview for Interact, and with great distaste i say my time was thoroughly wasted. Screw this, I was stuck for a fricking hour listening to the piece of slag sing. Adding missiles to injury, OFF KEY.
I was fricking there first. However, the resident spectre is never noticed for anything, no matter how hard he tries.
Fricking postponed, my ass.
My demands are simple, dear readers. My one wish is not to be hailed every time i enter the room, however , i simply wish to be acknowledged for my very existence.
I am sure many a reader will agree that no matter how many people you search through, everybody wants the same thing.
Hell, screw them. I am sick of never being noticed. even my own supposed freaking friends don't give a rat's ass. I am simply a pawn of which to be moved, never heard of later in the game.
I don't think half the people i know even know i freaking exist.
I'm being immature, I know. But don't you, dear reader, agree that with all that i've done, i deserve at the very least the acknowledgement of being fricking human?
Dear reader, Dear Lord, my request is simple, and i shall ask my dear readers if they share my thoughts.
wouldn't you freaking like to be a freaking star?
However, again i must remain optimistic. Even though the people i support and go out of my way for dont give a freaking rat's ass, i should be enjoying the loneliness. I've only been with it for a freaking year already.
So far, i have yet to explode. I need some healthy way to blow off all this bent up anger before my birthday.
hell, this should be more frequently mentioned.
She talked to me today, brightening my day alongside my fairly good marks. All the waiting paid off. However, i was AGAIN stuck waiting.
Factorised into my college resum'e plan are several factors.
> A post in the Librarians B.o.D
> PRS
> A post in the Ed Board
> A post in PBSM
> A spot in Interact
Today was the interview for Interact, and with great distaste i say my time was thoroughly wasted. Screw this, I was stuck for a fricking hour listening to the piece of slag sing. Adding missiles to injury, OFF KEY.
I was fricking there first. However, the resident spectre is never noticed for anything, no matter how hard he tries.
Fricking postponed, my ass.
My demands are simple, dear readers. My one wish is not to be hailed every time i enter the room, however , i simply wish to be acknowledged for my very existence.
I am sure many a reader will agree that no matter how many people you search through, everybody wants the same thing.
Hell, screw them. I am sick of never being noticed. even my own supposed freaking friends don't give a rat's ass. I am simply a pawn of which to be moved, never heard of later in the game.
I don't think half the people i know even know i freaking exist.
I'm being immature, I know. But don't you, dear reader, agree that with all that i've done, i deserve at the very least the acknowledgement of being fricking human?
Dear reader, Dear Lord, my request is simple, and i shall ask my dear readers if they share my thoughts.
wouldn't you freaking like to be a freaking star?
However, again i must remain optimistic. Even though the people i support and go out of my way for dont give a freaking rat's ass, i should be enjoying the loneliness. I've only been with it for a freaking year already.
So far, i have yet to explode. I need some healthy way to blow off all this bent up anger before my birthday.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Not gonna be here tomorrow, quick recap
If this were a stereotypical diary, this would be it:
Dear Diary,
Today was usual.
Am.
However, this is NOT a stereotypical diary, nor is it a diary of any sorts. So *takes out revolver and fires on the diary entry*there.
However, one must look and see that today was just as boring as the entire holidays. However, i have a study partner now as Jian Yi wants to take sample papers with me. Joy.
Just a bonus, i have POPTARTSSS!!! yes yes i do i do i do.
My mom is taking the comp to Melaka tomorrow, so dont expect anymore posts till school reopens.
For randominities sake, i shall quote Blur
Dear Diary,
Today was usual.
Am.
However, this is NOT a stereotypical diary, nor is it a diary of any sorts. So *takes out revolver and fires on the diary entry*there.
However, one must look and see that today was just as boring as the entire holidays. However, i have a study partner now as Jian Yi wants to take sample papers with me. Joy.
Just a bonus, i have POPTARTSSS!!! yes yes i do i do i do.
My mom is taking the comp to Melaka tomorrow, so dont expect anymore posts till school reopens.
For randominities sake, i shall quote Blur
First of all, the name's not "Zippy"! As a matter of fact, I don't believe I've
ever met another bot named Zippy, so one can only assume that you came up with
"Zippy" in reference to my speed, which may be technically accurate, but lacks a
certain creativity!
Yes, i am very bored
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Apologia
Apologies for the earlier post. As you can see, my life has not been going so well. It would appear that anything i do, no matter how hard i try, something goes wrong.
I need to shoot something. Badly.
Fighting the battle for power
I need to shoot something. Badly.
Fighting the battle for power
Monday, August 18, 2008
Piece of crap way to start the day
Fucking stupid. She couldnt come because she forgot. MY FUCKI(NGG DAY WAS FYUCKING RUINED WITHIN THE FIRST FUCKING HALF HOUR I FUCKING WOKE UP.EHGUEUIDRYiofuvhfgjuhjFUCKING PISS OFF
sometimes i wonder why God doesnt just kill me and be done with it
sometimes i wonder why God doesnt just kill me and be done with it
TThe following was recorded and written down in the mind of Wan Amirul "hopeless" Adlan
S.Am: So, its been 4 days since the kid's seen her. how long til he cracks?
P.Am: I dunno. Kid's been takin it well in my eyes.
W.Am: Takin it well? what are you? he's freakin gonna burst at any second now!
V.Am: and just for kicks, he's got crap in his face to deal with!
L.Am: Uh, guys.. i think the readers wanna know exactly WHAT's going on.
*Drumrolls* And now, LIVE from The Front Lobe, it's Am's most talked about show, "What the @$#& is Going On!!"
*Applauses from melted clocks and lego men*
Host: hey, how ya all doin?
*cheers*
Host: well, in the past few days, we've seen schools end, pencilcases gone missing and girls STILL not talkin to this poor sap. But don't let me spoil it for you, lets hear it from his personalities!!
*cheers*
Standup: Heya, host. how ya doin?
Host: Awesome.
Standup: Really? you look like crap man!
Host: awh, shut up, man! we got other personalities to inroduce and you're hoggin up the time!
Standup: Least i'm not REALLY a hog.
Host: Asshole. *presses button*
Standup: *mic disconnected*
Host: And next up, Industrialist Playboy and regular sicko, It's Tony!
Tony: Hey, ladies! number on your screen right now. i live next to the 30th Neuron.
Host: so, i heard yesterday you all went off to Eastin for high tea. care to share your views?
Tony: Don't think it's appropriate for kids, bro.
Host: It's k. just go on.
Tony: *phew* did u see it? GIRLS IN FREAKIN SHORT SKIRTS HOW FREAKIN AWESOME WAS THAT?!I MEAN *mic disconnected*
Host: okay, now recently, a new personality stepped into office as president, and we were lucky enough to have him on. Please welcome, Sarcastic Misanthropy!
SM: *wakes up* huh, wha?
Host: Yo, so can you explain whats happened in the past few days?
SM: Yeah. Pencilbox missing, Slag slagging, Hannah emoing and you looking like SHIT for your own talk show.
Standup: Amen!
Host: And that's all the time we have for now, folks! we'll see you again soon!
P.Am: I dunno. Kid's been takin it well in my eyes.
W.Am: Takin it well? what are you? he's freakin gonna burst at any second now!
V.Am: and just for kicks, he's got crap in his face to deal with!
L.Am: Uh, guys.. i think the readers wanna know exactly WHAT's going on.
*Drumrolls* And now, LIVE from The Front Lobe, it's Am's most talked about show, "What the @$#& is Going On!!"
*Applauses from melted clocks and lego men*
Host: hey, how ya all doin?
*cheers*
Host: well, in the past few days, we've seen schools end, pencilcases gone missing and girls STILL not talkin to this poor sap. But don't let me spoil it for you, lets hear it from his personalities!!
*cheers*
Standup: Heya, host. how ya doin?
Host: Awesome.
Standup: Really? you look like crap man!
Host: awh, shut up, man! we got other personalities to inroduce and you're hoggin up the time!
Standup: Least i'm not REALLY a hog.
Host: Asshole. *presses button*
Standup: *mic disconnected*
Host: And next up, Industrialist Playboy and regular sicko, It's Tony!
Tony: Hey, ladies! number on your screen right now. i live next to the 30th Neuron.
Host: so, i heard yesterday you all went off to Eastin for high tea. care to share your views?
Tony: Don't think it's appropriate for kids, bro.
Host: It's k. just go on.
Tony: *phew* did u see it? GIRLS IN FREAKIN SHORT SKIRTS HOW FREAKIN AWESOME WAS THAT?!I MEAN *mic disconnected*
Host: okay, now recently, a new personality stepped into office as president, and we were lucky enough to have him on. Please welcome, Sarcastic Misanthropy!
SM: *wakes up* huh, wha?
Host: Yo, so can you explain whats happened in the past few days?
SM: Yeah. Pencilbox missing, Slag slagging, Hannah emoing and you looking like SHIT for your own talk show.
Standup: Amen!
Host: And that's all the time we have for now, folks! we'll see you again soon!
Friday, August 15, 2008
Almost forgot the prologues
Sometimes, even the greatest ship sinks.
Sometimes, even the most immoral feel remorse.
and sometimes, us ordinary people crash and burn.
was that Grey's Anatomy enough? i really have nothin better to do.
Lately, i've been alone alot. And i mean ALOT. So, its very possible indeed that i talk to myself in a porportionate way as to my alone time.
Do i really lack backbone?
Okay- flashback to 12.10 on 15/8/08.
"Am, you have no backbone"- Hannah.
i mean, OUCH. but maybe it's true.
I am a pathetic romantist with little social life. My 'Friends,' if you wish to refer to them as such, consist of an ex-state champ, three amateur writers and Hannah. Sure, if yuou go into detail, theres also Shiva, Alex, Alex, Zara, Sarah, Sara, Wen Yi, etc....
But out of all of them, how many TRUELY know me?
[Calculating.... please wait...]
....At most, Hannah and Jian Yi. Speaking of the latter, i am dying to see her again.
At most, i can be said to put on a new face for all of em. There's 'Dare to be Stupid' for Dushanth and co., 'Obedient soldier' for Martin, 'Resentful' for Hsing Shan, and the list goes on.
But who sees ME?
The whole person?
ill tell you once i know.
Sometimes, even the most immoral feel remorse.
and sometimes, us ordinary people crash and burn.
was that Grey's Anatomy enough? i really have nothin better to do.
Lately, i've been alone alot. And i mean ALOT. So, its very possible indeed that i talk to myself in a porportionate way as to my alone time.
Do i really lack backbone?
Okay- flashback to 12.10 on 15/8/08.
"Am, you have no backbone"- Hannah.
i mean, OUCH. but maybe it's true.
I am a pathetic romantist with little social life. My 'Friends,' if you wish to refer to them as such, consist of an ex-state champ, three amateur writers and Hannah. Sure, if yuou go into detail, theres also Shiva, Alex, Alex, Zara, Sarah, Sara, Wen Yi, etc....
But out of all of them, how many TRUELY know me?
[Calculating.... please wait...]
....At most, Hannah and Jian Yi. Speaking of the latter, i am dying to see her again.
At most, i can be said to put on a new face for all of em. There's 'Dare to be Stupid' for Dushanth and co., 'Obedient soldier' for Martin, 'Resentful' for Hsing Shan, and the list goes on.
But who sees ME?
The whole person?
ill tell you once i know.
...Crap
screw it
Of all the god-damned luck in the world, she DIDN'T FREAKING COME.
i FREAKING waited for her
AND SHE FREAKING DIDNT COME.
Oh, and in other news, Charzis slowly moving down my pH chart and Hsing Shan hits Rock bottom. yay!
Of all the god-damned luck in the world, she DIDN'T FREAKING COME.
i FREAKING waited for her
AND SHE FREAKING DIDNT COME.
Oh, and in other news, Charzis slowly moving down my pH chart and Hsing Shan hits Rock bottom. yay!
Thursday, August 14, 2008
My special emo time
I know i said all that crap about being the heart of Iron, but lets face it- who are we trying to fool here?
We are mankind, condemned to walk the earth plagued by some emotional distress or other.
Some of us choose to make the best of it. Others, however, are consumed by it.
Some of us, have our entire lives devoted to the dessolution of our problems.
I must say, i belong to the latter.
God, at this rate, i can write the opening prologues for Grey's Anatomy.
"The night is darkest just before the dawn," famous quote of Harvey Dent in 'The Dark Knight'. From this statement i gladly hand my clarity, so pardon my saying 'I believe in Harvey Dent'
How much longer am i gonna take this? hmm we'l have to see. Seeing her in the mornings kill me.
It's like a day in Ramadhan, where it's hot and someone has that nice, cold ice lolly right in front of your freaking face.
It's like that sadistic truck joke i always tell Dushanth: your crossing the street when a 4WD drives by, and you narrowly avoid it. Just as you cross the street, a stationary truck decides its not so stationary and hits you in the fricking face.
Hopefully, this will seem more like the Ramadhan and harvey Dent situation and come to a beautiful end.
But the time for waiting has come to an end.
Tomorrow i act
We are mankind, condemned to walk the earth plagued by some emotional distress or other.
Some of us choose to make the best of it. Others, however, are consumed by it.
Some of us, have our entire lives devoted to the dessolution of our problems.
I must say, i belong to the latter.
God, at this rate, i can write the opening prologues for Grey's Anatomy.
"The night is darkest just before the dawn," famous quote of Harvey Dent in 'The Dark Knight'. From this statement i gladly hand my clarity, so pardon my saying 'I believe in Harvey Dent'
How much longer am i gonna take this? hmm we'l have to see. Seeing her in the mornings kill me.
It's like a day in Ramadhan, where it's hot and someone has that nice, cold ice lolly right in front of your freaking face.
It's like that sadistic truck joke i always tell Dushanth: your crossing the street when a 4WD drives by, and you narrowly avoid it. Just as you cross the street, a stationary truck decides its not so stationary and hits you in the fricking face.
Hopefully, this will seem more like the Ramadhan and harvey Dent situation and come to a beautiful end.
But the time for waiting has come to an end.
Tomorrow i act
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
A rebirth of an Old Friend
As of late, something's been wrong.
Everyone's depressed.
Depression is the new craze. The must-have.
Today i realised, i have more potential than that. I can be the outcast. He who stands higher than them all.
I can be the Heart of Iron.
And let all be crushed by it.
(dont expect this to last long)
-Heart of Iron
Everyone's depressed.
Depression is the new craze. The must-have.
Today i realised, i have more potential than that. I can be the outcast. He who stands higher than them all.
I can be the Heart of Iron.
And let all be crushed by it.
(dont expect this to last long)
-Heart of Iron
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Man of Iron
What is the measure of a man?
Is it the spirit in his heart?
Or the fruit of his labours?
Listen, gathered readers, to the unheard tale of an unheard soul. Many were his deeds, yet you may read them with credit to someone else.
This man, or boy, not only rose against all odds, but also took the greatest hit of all: ungratitude.
It seemed all so simple. A simple 'thank you' would suffice. But apparently, it doesn't matter.
well Bahumbug. i shouldnt be asking for gratitude. all i wanted was the world to be right for a change.
Just wish that for once, Hannah would turn around and stay with me when i say, "Hsing Shan, you worthless piece of slag, shut the bloody fuck up before you replace Huzaifah"
Is it the spirit in his heart?
Or the fruit of his labours?
Listen, gathered readers, to the unheard tale of an unheard soul. Many were his deeds, yet you may read them with credit to someone else.
This man, or boy, not only rose against all odds, but also took the greatest hit of all: ungratitude.
It seemed all so simple. A simple 'thank you' would suffice. But apparently, it doesn't matter.
well Bahumbug. i shouldnt be asking for gratitude. all i wanted was the world to be right for a change.
Just wish that for once, Hannah would turn around and stay with me when i say, "Hsing Shan, you worthless piece of slag, shut the bloody fuck up before you replace Huzaifah"
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Amirul's little rant
Love, a four letter word.
It's as diverse as species of spider.
There is true love, where both parties are almosthead over heels for each other,
There is physical love, where actions speak louder than words
There is silent love, where words nor actions matter.
But while everyone has their own love story, what of us?
what of those who never have their cute meeting?
those who never get to say those three magical words?
yes, my friend, finally, there is unrequited love. A kind of which i am a sage.
I mean, we're all equals, right?
maybe it's just not time-- but what if some of us were really created simply not to have romance?
some of us who simply had that chapter forcefully ripped out of our books and thrown in the fire?
Long have i witnessed the hundreds of thousands of significant others pass by, and i think to myself, "why aren't i part of them?''
But perhaps i'm just lonely.
From being isolated for so long, never really seeing the light of true companionship, never seeing the warmth of another's true joy upon seeing me
that could be it.
Not only am i talking about romance, but could i also be a case of unrequited love amongst friends?
that could very well be it.
It's as diverse as species of spider.
There is true love, where both parties are almosthead over heels for each other,
There is physical love, where actions speak louder than words
There is silent love, where words nor actions matter.
But while everyone has their own love story, what of us?
what of those who never have their cute meeting?
those who never get to say those three magical words?
yes, my friend, finally, there is unrequited love. A kind of which i am a sage.
I mean, we're all equals, right?
maybe it's just not time-- but what if some of us were really created simply not to have romance?
some of us who simply had that chapter forcefully ripped out of our books and thrown in the fire?
Long have i witnessed the hundreds of thousands of significant others pass by, and i think to myself, "why aren't i part of them?''
But perhaps i'm just lonely.
From being isolated for so long, never really seeing the light of true companionship, never seeing the warmth of another's true joy upon seeing me
that could be it.
Not only am i talking about romance, but could i also be a case of unrequited love amongst friends?
that could very well be it.
Let's put a smilee on that face
c'mon, HIT MEH!!
gahh. couldnt do the fight scene cus i had to go out then i forgot my timing.. crap..
Friday, August 1, 2008
Random Survey!
Name: Wan 'weirdo' Amirul Adlan
Siblings: 1 sister, older, 1 brother, younger.
Shoe size: 8/9
Height: 5 foot 5 inches. gravitationally challenged
Where do you live: Malaysia
Favourite drinks: COOOKEEEEE.
Favourite breakfast: SAUSAGE MC MUFFIN
Have you ever...
Been on a plane: mmhm
Swam in the ocean: lookie all teh fishies.
Fallen asleep in school: and proud of it
Broken someone's heart: Probably
Fell off your chair: damn you gravity
Sat by the phone all night waiting someone to call: yes.
Save e-mails: some
What is your room like: A big empty space with a 6 foot high bed
What is right beside you: Camera, Phone.
What is the last thing you ate: McD's.
Ever had
Chicken pox: when i was 7
Sore throat: One word: Marching
Stiches: Heavens no
Broken nose: maybe i will in the process of getting Huzaifah in a headlock
Do you
believe love at first sight: Possible but illogical. Sex appeal at first sight, HIGHLY
Like picnics: ah, perfect day... sitting in the park with the person you love just watching the skies and eating..
Who was the last person
you danced with: if im not mistaken, my mom... if not, Vivian.
Last made you smile: Zara. i wanted to show her my new Joker-themed Braces!
You last yelled at: The people in the PAS
Today did you
Talked to someone you like:no
Kiss someone: My mother?
Get sick: affirmative
Talk to (AN) ex: yes. and get blown off, too
Miss someone: yeah.
Eat: kinda
Best feeling in the world: That feeling at the top of a rollercoaster where you think your invincible.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: they wouldn't survive the fall
Whats under your bed: A couch.
Who do you really hate: Honestly, people? SYED MUHAMMAD HUZAIFAH.
What time is it now: 3.44 AM
Random:Is there a person who is on your mind now: Yes.
Do you have any siblings: Yes, Sophie.
Do you want children: i know i like the process and the guy's role in it
Do you smile often: Lets put a smile on that face..
Do you like your hand writing: okay i guess.
Are you(r) toe nails painted: NOT GAY PEOPLE
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep: any girls bed as long as shes next to me.
Colour shirt are you wearing now: brown
What are (were) you doing at 7 pm yesterday: Com
I can't wait till: Tomorrow.
When will you cry last: Don't know.
Are you a friendly person: once you get past the pessimism and schitzophrenia,
Do you have a pet: Aria, tortoise, Kerepek, shark and Bandaraya, Pelco.
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?:
She sits next to me in class.
Do you sleep with the TV on?: heheh yea
What are you doing right now? Doing this survey.
Have you ever crawled through a window?: yes and id do it again
Can you handle the truth?: Most times.
Are you too forgiving: to the point im a pushover.
Are you close to your father and mother?: yup.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: dunno
5 things i was doing 10 years ago:
.5 things on my to-do list today:-
5 things I would do if were a billionaire:-
5 of my bad habits:- 5 places I have lived in (in ORDER):- Sri Hartamas - Taman Tun Dr Ismail- Damansara Indah- Damansara Utama- Li Villas, Section 16
Siblings: 1 sister, older, 1 brother, younger.
Shoe size: 8/9
Height: 5 foot 5 inches. gravitationally challenged
Where do you live: Malaysia
Favourite drinks: COOOKEEEEE.
Favourite breakfast: SAUSAGE MC MUFFIN
Have you ever...
Been on a plane: mmhm
Swam in the ocean: lookie all teh fishies.
Fallen asleep in school: and proud of it
Broken someone's heart: Probably
Fell off your chair: damn you gravity
Sat by the phone all night waiting someone to call: yes.
Save e-mails: some
What is your room like: A big empty space with a 6 foot high bed
What is right beside you: Camera, Phone.
What is the last thing you ate: McD's.
Ever had
Chicken pox: when i was 7
Sore throat: One word: Marching
Stiches: Heavens no
Broken nose: maybe i will in the process of getting Huzaifah in a headlock
Do you
believe love at first sight: Possible but illogical. Sex appeal at first sight, HIGHLY
Like picnics: ah, perfect day... sitting in the park with the person you love just watching the skies and eating..
Who was the last person
you danced with: if im not mistaken, my mom... if not, Vivian.
Last made you smile: Zara. i wanted to show her my new Joker-themed Braces!
You last yelled at: The people in the PAS
Today did you
Talked to someone you like:no
Kiss someone: My mother?
Get sick: affirmative
Talk to (AN) ex: yes. and get blown off, too
Miss someone: yeah.
Eat: kinda
Best feeling in the world: That feeling at the top of a rollercoaster where you think your invincible.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: they wouldn't survive the fall
Whats under your bed: A couch.
Who do you really hate: Honestly, people? SYED MUHAMMAD HUZAIFAH.
What time is it now: 3.44 AM
Random:Is there a person who is on your mind now: Yes.
Do you have any siblings: Yes, Sophie.
Do you want children: i know i like the process and the guy's role in it
Do you smile often: Lets put a smile on that face..
Do you like your hand writing: okay i guess.
Are you(r) toe nails painted: NOT GAY PEOPLE
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep: any girls bed as long as shes next to me.
Colour shirt are you wearing now: brown
What are (were) you doing at 7 pm yesterday: Com
I can't wait till: Tomorrow.
When will you cry last: Don't know.
Are you a friendly person: once you get past the pessimism and schitzophrenia,
Do you have a pet: Aria, tortoise, Kerepek, shark and Bandaraya, Pelco.
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?:
She sits next to me in class.
Do you sleep with the TV on?: heheh yea
What are you doing right now? Doing this survey.
Have you ever crawled through a window?: yes and id do it again
Can you handle the truth?: Most times.
Are you too forgiving: to the point im a pushover.
Are you close to your father and mother?: yup.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: dunno
5 things i was doing 10 years ago:
.5 things on my to-do list today:-
5 things I would do if were a billionaire:-
5 of my bad habits:- 5 places I have lived in (in ORDER):- Sri Hartamas - Taman Tun Dr Ismail- Damansara Indah- Damansara Utama- Li Villas, Section 16
Welcome August
Well, isn't this a gem. 31 days till the old b'day.
Yesterday was particularly interesting. Hannah and i had a talk about what vehicles ppl would be personality-wise. Now, this was a particularly fun list.
Yesterday was particularly interesting. Hannah and i had a talk about what vehicles ppl would be personality-wise. Now, this was a particularly fun list.
- Hannah - Sleek motorcycle. Obviously for the streamline shape and speed even though it boasts no 'big features' xP sorry hann!
- Alya Omar - Shinkansen (or however the hell you spell it) train. Loves going other places, at home in japan
- Hsing Shan - Kancil. Irritating to everyone on the road, even when parked, yet still loved by some.
Yet somehow, Hann categorised me with some poetic sweetness that actually touched me
4. Am - Proton Car. Has a huge crumplezone, destroys entire car without harming the driver
oh and just for kicks, Datin Naily - Rolls Royce. Pure Datin-ness!
Now, on to today. I didn't go to school today for the first time ever this year. Perfect record = KABOOM.
I kinda regret it. Hann says that my philosophy of me being unable to leave class for 5 MINUTES without hakim and firdaus hitting on her remains true. But back to me, (sorry couldnt resist the touch of egomania there)
Well, she freaked out, apparently.
AND NOW, A SPECIAL PRESENTATION, DIRECT FROM THE TWISTED DREAMS OF AM'S HEAD AND HOSTED BY THE 4 AMS, IT'S THE MASTER PLAN
Am4: Welcome folks! as you can see, most of the other Am's have gone to bed, leaving me, his common logistics, all alone to host it.
*Applause*
Am4: Now, as you can see, she's going through a natural phase. It goes somethin like this:
Shock> Panic> Denial > Acceptance
So, theoretically speaking, it should be alright to come out of hiding by Monday. or next year.
Anyways, i kinda slept through the entire would-be-schoolday. Later, i went for the Fun Night at SKBD, and i learnt somethin new.
I have no friends.
Dont get me wrong, ii DO have friends, but i mean that i have no constant group. I jump from group-to-group. Gah, thats teenagerhood.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
This school deserves a better class of student. And i'm gonna give it to 'em
Haha, sorry all my non-existant serial addicts, it isnt a new chapter. However, it is a rant about life, as most blogs are.
Now, back to buisness.
The following takes place inside Wan Amirul's hollow head:
Amirul1: Gahh. This PMR crud is gettin on my nerves.
Am2: Then study!
Am3: Yea, overcome the obstacle, and live up to your glorious name!
Am1:yeah right. How the hell am i supposed to be studying, correction, do ANYTHING, when i've got so much to handle!
Am4: Waitwaitwaitwait. So lets get this straight, Am1 is a cynic, Am2 is aggressive, and Am3's a suckup?
Am3: Yea, overcome the obstacle, and live up to your glorious name!
Am1:yeah right. How the hell am i supposed to be studying, correction, do ANYTHING, when i've got so much to handle!
Am4: Waitwaitwaitwait. So lets get this straight, Am1 is a cynic, Am2 is aggressive, and Am3's a suckup?
Am2: then wtf r u supposed to be?
Am4: I would be his lesser used side of logic.
Am3: Oh what a mighty side to use..
Am3: Oh what a mighty side to use..
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Basically, as observed from the above, Wan Amirul 'Am' is not at all sane. Just thought you'd wanna know, cus things don't get any saner from there.
Generic Blog start: Today was interesting, to say the least. She's STILL avoidin me, Alaina's STILL whacking me, and Wan 'Probate Torturer' Amirul may have finally found his heart.
*pause*
Nope. Just gas.
Amidst all the class insanity, i would conclude that one day i WILL punch huzaifah in the face. Then Firdaus. IN other words, "Wan Amirul will spearhead the war against rempits"
3H plunged into chaos today. Hell froze over when teachers were called down to a meeting. We had more prefects here than anywhere else and SHE STILL WASNT THERE .
After school i was taking dushanth's place in the Com Lab. Shiva joined me, and we watched movie trailers as well as some of my own movies!! :3
BTW, Thanks for the link shiva!!
Oh, and Cikgu Amin's was awesomeness as usual, although i kinda got a headache from Hakim picking fights
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Return to the Towers
Just another Serial Entry. Please note i mean no offence to the people mentioned here, but these are actions i simply see them taking.
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The Portal Room in Evergreen Towers was considered the dustiest place in the whole tower. Although the team usually went to other dimensions, interdimensional debris usually winds up in the dark chamber.
Probationary members are usually put on rotation watching the monitors for the room. Usually, these novice heroes are bored to death with the sight of a dust cloud popping in from time to time, but nothing usually happens.
Until today.
It was Jimmy's turn on rotation today, and he noticed that something far larger and solid than an insignificant dust cloud was coming through.
Through the dust, the shillouette of something about twelve feet high could be made out coming through the portal.
Of course, Jimmy pressed the alarm. The doors burst when Savage and Sonic came in, escorted by their trainees Dushanth and Darren. Guns came from the walls, ready to fire at the intruder.
However, when the dust cleared, they found a force none could handle: Am in a horribly BAD mood.
The robotic Exoskeleton belonging to Aerodus was scathed badly, with his chest unit ripped open. Also, one of the gattling guns had also been removed. Bullet holes lined along his body, and as a bonus, he was cloaked in mud.
As a bonus, he had something in his arms: a human.
After the girl, later identified as Hannah from Am's older team, was brought into intensive care, Am and Aerodus were rushed to debriefing.
"A swamp," Robert said.
"You heard me," Am said. "Some nutcase professor was creating an army of swamplife ready to blow us to hell,"
Outside, Hannah confronted Dushanth and Darren.
"Where is that overgrown light bulb?" she yelled. "That idiot almost cost me my life!"
Dushanth looked Hannah in the eye.
"Look, whatever went down between you two doesn't entirely matter here," he said, his voice unnaturally grim. "To this organisation, he's a war hero,"
Darren looked at Hannah, and softly said, "He's just a hurt soul looking for some purpose."
Hannah scoffed. In her organisation, Am was listed as a criminal charged with insubordination and high treason. Technically, he was already marked for death. However, several clashes proved that almost this entire team were insubordinate members of the same group who left greater things than military conquest.
But that would be life, as they say.
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The Portal Room in Evergreen Towers was considered the dustiest place in the whole tower. Although the team usually went to other dimensions, interdimensional debris usually winds up in the dark chamber.
Probationary members are usually put on rotation watching the monitors for the room. Usually, these novice heroes are bored to death with the sight of a dust cloud popping in from time to time, but nothing usually happens.
Until today.
It was Jimmy's turn on rotation today, and he noticed that something far larger and solid than an insignificant dust cloud was coming through.
Through the dust, the shillouette of something about twelve feet high could be made out coming through the portal.
Of course, Jimmy pressed the alarm. The doors burst when Savage and Sonic came in, escorted by their trainees Dushanth and Darren. Guns came from the walls, ready to fire at the intruder.
However, when the dust cleared, they found a force none could handle: Am in a horribly BAD mood.
The robotic Exoskeleton belonging to Aerodus was scathed badly, with his chest unit ripped open. Also, one of the gattling guns had also been removed. Bullet holes lined along his body, and as a bonus, he was cloaked in mud.
As a bonus, he had something in his arms: a human.
After the girl, later identified as Hannah from Am's older team, was brought into intensive care, Am and Aerodus were rushed to debriefing.
"A swamp," Robert said.
"You heard me," Am said. "Some nutcase professor was creating an army of swamplife ready to blow us to hell,"
Outside, Hannah confronted Dushanth and Darren.
"Where is that overgrown light bulb?" she yelled. "That idiot almost cost me my life!"
Dushanth looked Hannah in the eye.
"Look, whatever went down between you two doesn't entirely matter here," he said, his voice unnaturally grim. "To this organisation, he's a war hero,"
Darren looked at Hannah, and softly said, "He's just a hurt soul looking for some purpose."
Hannah scoffed. In her organisation, Am was listed as a criminal charged with insubordination and high treason. Technically, he was already marked for death. However, several clashes proved that almost this entire team were insubordinate members of the same group who left greater things than military conquest.
But that would be life, as they say.
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